Now I am really showing my emotional age as I am suffering from biological Mommy betrayal. The betrayal of my Dad and Mum in Sydney caused this and apart from Mommy Elle I don’t trust adults. Becoming part of my life has to be done very carefully because it doesn’t take much for me to withdraw. I haven’t recognized this before but I was already withdrawn from my biological family before Australia and the experience in Sydney caused me to withdraw completely. This alter has completely taken over my emotions and it is only my mind that is hanging in there just. All through my time in Australia I was looking for people my own mental age as I could not relate to those who were the same as my biological age. I did not experience any strong emotional response to adult ladies, my connection to anything apart from wanting to be like Mum was just not there. I struggled through and lied continuously to survive. The truth was very difficult for me to understand and I would have been mocked in Australia if I ever let on what I was.
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